“有人相爱，有人释怀，有人夜里看海
相信现在大多数同龄年轻人都是如此。当然，有因为迷恋海的壮阔景色而去的，也有因为缓解压力、放松身心而去的

年过至今，已然八月末，而我对大海的“执着”已是数十次，单单这个八月就去了五次
开车到远处的一片海，找到一个安静的地方。坐在海的对面，静静地听着海浪的声音。看向远处的地平线，内心感到无比的平静
浩瀚无边的湛蓝的海洋，一道道波浪不断涌来，撞击在岩石上，发出了天崩地裂的吼声，喷溅着雪白的泡沫
海风轻轻拂来，似乎想告诉我些什么

为什么那么多人喜欢海？身边的人说，看海的时候很安静，有种很舒服惬意的孤独感，所有东西似乎一下子消散。只剩下一个什么都不用想的躯壳，这个躯壳只会沉浸于眼前的海洋，而不再带有片刻的思绪

以前没觉得有什么问题，后来发现自己也会想念去过的海边
傍晚伴随着咸咸的海风，找到一处礁石，静静坐着。看着远处游玩的人，和无边无际的海洋，身心感到前所未有的放松

有时觉得很奇怪，为什么当初的自己没意识到的感觉，反而在回忆中爱上了。于是不断地想再去一次，再去体验一次，再去看一次..

原来喜欢的是海的宽阔，这能承载我所有的思绪，无论是思念、迷茫、焦虑还是欢乐，这总能使我存放片刻
喜欢看海，喜欢看地平线，我能感受到自己是多么渺小，我会不自觉的把这一切东西都抛开，进入到一个“空灵”的状态。这种状态似乎让我逃离了地球，去到了一个只有我一个人的地方
我喜欢哪种暂时不用思考的感觉，我喜欢那种暂时脱离“尘世”的感觉，我喜欢这种莫名的孤独感

眼睛所捕获到的海，是远比相机所能摄录的，更令人心神荡漾的存在
看苍蓝色渐渐变藏青色的海水，看交叠的浪潮和随之跃动闪耀的粼粼波光。或许没有比海更具现化的自由吧
没有人能够为大海规定方向，亦不会有谁螳臂当车地妄想规束住大海，它不曾有过被期望的形状，期望的光泽，期望的流向

它只是纯粹的以本来的面目存在着，全然恣意地流动着，与秦时的明月交映过，被汉代的劲风吹送过，千百年间的舟楫桨橹摇动过水面千百次，于是每一处细碎摇曳的水波里，都暗藏着一个时代的剪影
千载而下的时光中,英俊的脸庞次第朽败，壮烈的肝胆再三而竭，艳艳惊才合于寂寥，丹心碧血残褪山林
而千帆过尽处，碧水独青

它存在着，始终存在着，比始皇梦想中壮烈的千秋万代，还要绵延得更久更远一些
无边无际，无穷无限，它是永恒的存在，亦是永恒的自由

原来，我也不过是那么渺小的一个人


今年看的海

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